Here I Go Again

to my darling husband.

Last year of his thirties.

I can gloat because I've decided my birthday is going backwards now.

I've decided that this year I shall be 32

We all watched Nacho Libre on Monday and all of us have put in our cards

xXoOoOXXx - for those that haven't seen Nacho

translation

x = leetle kiss
X = big kiss
o = leetle hug
O = big hug

yes we are sad

I didn't know whether to blog this or not, but I decided to anyway. Just cos I didn't blog it won't make it not true (unfortunately).

My counsellor came round this evening to see my sisters kittens (I usually go to hers on a Friday evening), so to save me time tomorrow she decided to bring her scales and weigh me.

I didn't know she was bringing her scales so have been drinking gallons of water and had just had a soup before she came. (excuses excuses)

I've only lost one measly pound, and I thought 3lb was bad last week!!!
I wish I had had fish and chips and cakes and everything else I wanted now. It hardly seems worth starving myself for a pound!!!

Anyhow, I'm definitely doing "add a meal" next week now. She thinks I'm having a plateau and this might help shake my metabolism up. It had bloody better cos I'm this close to giving up.

OK - deep breaths. I am calm.

Well what crap weather I had only one sunny day!!!!

I found these couple of days hard on my diet for some reason. Anyway I didn't crack, but I did feel a teeny bit sorry for myself

Nothing much happened til yesterday. I went in a shop with my eldest son while my husband was buying baguettes. When I went to the counter the lady said "Are you a local?". Which amused my son because he thought she was going to say "this is a local shop for local people"!!! Anyway when I told her I wasn't she said it was a shame because she was going to invite me to the next moot. This amused my son even more as he said I obviously give off an aura of being a "witch" (I wasn't even wearing a pentagram)

So I'm home now, washing, ironing and packing again as I'm off to Woollacombe on Saturday. Hope the weather picks up. Outside there is currently torrential rain and thunder. Lovely