I've lost 100 (ish) pounds now (probably more than that, but due to being to heavy for the scales I'll never really know). Something I never thought I would see.
I don't know how I feel though. I know it might sound strange, but people keep saying to me "you must feel fantastic". I don't know. I look at myself in the mirror and I see the same person as I was nearly 100 pounds ago. I can see that my clothes are dropping off me, but my body still looks the same. When I look at photos I can see a difference, but in the mirror nothings changed.
There's also something else bothering me. I read that not many marriages can survive one of the couple losing a huge amount of weight. From friends that have lost a lot of weight I believe this to be true. I love my husband dearly, but will I change? Will I become a different person? Will he stop loving me?
I don't feel like a different person now, but will I in another 100 pounds time?
I don't want to be a different person because I've lost weight. I liked the person I was/am.
Hmmm think I've had too much time on my hands and doing too much thinking today.
That's what happens when you're too ill to move around 
) for half an hour trying to stop fainting, and having the sound of whooshing in my ears!!
