Well I've finally written my "Slimmer of the Year" story.
Amazingly I found it unbelievably easy to write. I thought I would sit there for hours with my pen in my hand, but the words just seemed to flow from my pen. In fact I could have written way more, but I've had to condense it.
Just got to keep my fingers crossed now. I'm still feeling that because I'm not at target I haven't got a chance, but everyone says I should try anyway.
So I'm being confident now, but will you all just keep your fingers crossed for me. I need all the help I can get
My head feels like this 
(well like someones doing that to it). I have a cough and can hardly speak.
but everyone knows we're never really ill.
