Archive - Here I Go Again

Hi everyone. I don't seem to be writing much in this "weight loss blog" lately and I though I should explain my reasons why.

Now, before I start I just want to say that losing this weight has been one of the best things I've ever done and I don't regret doing it for a minute

My problem now is that I don't know how I feel. Yes I know it's mad!! Everyone keeps telling me how well I've done and how good I look. But I just can't beleive them. I look in the mirror and still see the same face and body. At the moment I don't feel any different. Yes I know my clothes are smaller etc, but my head is honestly messed up I pick up clothes that look tiny (to me) and when I put them on they fit!!!

I think really I'm upset with myself for letting myself get to that state in the first place. I've lost loads of weight, and as I wrote in one of the forums earlier I'm still obese - I still look like a "before" photo.

I'm hoping that these feelings will pass, and I've been assured that they will, but just wanted to let you all in on my thoughts at the moment.

Hey, isn't that what this blogs for?? :DD :DD

Anyhow another weigh in later today