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Posts archive for: 6 November, 2006
  • Things they don't tell you.....

    ...about losing weight.

    1. Normal everyday things become amazing - I'm amazed that there's space around me in the bath and a chair. Crossing my legs is a novelty. High heels don't cause cramp. Walking is easy!!! Running up the stairs no problem.

    2. Your body becomes alien to you - my hands and wrists don't look like mine anymore. They're tiny with bones and sinews instead of little fat dimpled babies hands. When I lie down I can see all the way to my toes (without a big belly in the way). I constantly find lumps because the skin seems to be very lumpy where the fat is disappearing.

    3. Bones - didn't really notice them before. Now the bones in my knees hurt when I lie on my side with my legs together. My shoulder bones hurt (no idea why!!). I have collar bones!!

    4. Food - not an obsession any more. I've come to realise that I don't need all the "crap" that I was convinced I was addicted to before. If I can do without it for nearly 7months and not one craving, I can't have been addicted.

    5. Life - I've finally got one. I was only existing before. I didn't find much pleasure in anything and I certainly didn't want to go anywhere. I think I gave a good impression of looking ok on the outside, but definitely not on the inside.

    6. Clothes sizes - I now have an obsession with clothes sizes ;) before I would just go to the rack - pick up a size 30/32 (not bother trying it on) and hope that it was big and baggy. Now I don't want to buy a size bigger than I am. I can now understand why it's so hard for people putting on weight to buy a bigger size. I was just happy buying the biggest size they had!!

    7. Colour - yes colour has come into my life :)) My wardrobe mainly consisted of black, black, black or ocasionally a bit of navy. I'm suddenly finding that I like to buy clothes with a bit of colour. Red is the colour of the moment. Everyone says it looks nice with my dark hair.

    8. Vanity - oh yes, I'm afraid I'm becoming vain (not that I think I'm beautiful etc), but now I have to make sure that my hair looks nice and my clothes make me look slim(ish). I know it's naughty of him to say but one of my Dad's favourite sayings if he sees a slimmer in the paper is "aww what a shame - she lost weight and realised she wasn't pretty after all". I don't want anyone saying "look at her. She's lost all that weight and her clothes are still crap" :))

    9. Invisible - people will ignore you. You'll wonder what you've done to them and then they'll suddenly realise who you are (if you've got a big mouth like mine, all you have to do is speak!!)

    10.Cold - you will be constanly freezing. It's one extreme to the other. From constantly sweating from all the fat keeping you warm to freezing whent the protective layer has gone :))

    11. Compliments - get used to them :))

  • School Mistress

    :))

    I'm going to work today wearing a black pencil skirt, black opaque tights and a Victorian blouse with fancy buttons.

    Just looked at myself in the mirror. All I need are some glasses and a cane and I look like an old fashioned school mistress.

    Anyone been naughty ? :))

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